**Dream not a pine but deciduous**

I'm just a body of my immortal soul
No stop from walk after once start of beat is my goal
Because I seek no high but to survive
And stop to this mortal is opposite of alive

I pray no more for I wish to be like a tree
To keep on growing forever and free
My leaves will fall and I will dry
But my new branch will replace and I'll not die

I'll not let the positive calm me, watching the grass
Because the tall trees will cast shadow for my thirst
I'll not cast any but stand same, share grass my manure
As this mortal seek no success high but fear failure

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If I could take out something
and put on you
I would put
a "stop".


I said to the fan inside an a/c coach.

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समाज में सर्दी है
इनकी वर्दी पिघलती है
नफ़रत पनपती है
किसी को सबर नहीं है
सालो में patience हि नहीं है
Saale मरीज़ है
तबाही के कितने यह ग़रीब है
सोने के चम्मच से खाकर भी
कितने यह gareeeeb है
है ना?
बातें मेरी अजीब है?
गंधे मेरे हाथ
Mithadunga सारे लकीर मैं।

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With a thin layer of truth,
heavily stacked with entangled emotions,
safe guarded with invisible words.

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एक वही बहत है,
एक उसी कि कमी है...।।
#Love _Unplugged

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No I’m not living under some rock

Thing is I’ve lived in many places at a very young age

I’ve seen the colours of the rainbow fading away by some artificial acid rain

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गहराई तक उतर कर खाली किया मकान  
परतों से ढकी जिन्दगी में एक परत मैं भी था...

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Tere Sapne mein
Main aane laga
Tere zameer ko
Aazmaane laga
Tere rooh mein
Har kone mein main basa
Azaad hona chahta hai mujhse?
Mere hi aangan mein
Tu meri kamzori basane laga
Raat bhar jagane laga
Samaaj ko batana laga
Unki galti kyu?
Yaha aas paas
Good hearts are very few
No one knows
In this ocean
How did the cactus grew
Calm down pal
And enjoy your brew!!!!!!!

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confide his true feelings layered in metaphors and similes.

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Word of the day : Cut

That's it, no more!!!
He went out yelling and screaming.
Today I cut the thread binding us, forever.
Be it the the eternal loneliness or the intermittent disquiet.

Sobbing in dismay he kept murmuring as he woke up.

Another bad dream. He shook his head.

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He's still not been able to move on, after 7 long years...

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