I know there were things that made you such and you had a dark past. So I realise life has not been fair to you. I know you have closed yourself. And there are many people out there asking you to open up. But I respect your stand. I know your past has wrenched you apart.
And I understand the reason for your ego, for your sorrow behind your smile, your desperation and your failure.
And in all this trying to distract yourself with things that you like. Though you know none of them can really keep you away from that past of yours.
But today, I tell you I know it hurts. Its OK to be hurting as much as you are.. What I want to say is give time some more time.. There can be no better healer than time. You don't know what's in store for you.
You should know you are so good in so many things but amazingly you don't love yourself. Take my word. You ought to.
Try loving yourself, try actually leaving your past behind and see how beautiful life turns out to be.
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