अपनों के बीच में अकेली हूं मैं
अब वक्त की अठखेली हूं मैं।

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बेचैनी, बेतरतीबी, बदहवासी, बेबसी
ढूँढ सको इनमें तो ढूँढ लो ज़िंदगी

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तेरी जान तुझसे खफा न हुई,,
बस जिंदगी की उससे वफा न हुई।।
इस बात का इल्म मुझे भी है,कि
रुख़सती मेरी बिना तेरे दीदार के हुई
बेवफ़ाई मेरी तेरे वफा ए प्यार से हुई,
देती हूं आज भी आवाज तुझे दुआ ए अदा के ।
बदले में तेरी हर सदा के
पर तेरा अब्र ए नजीज पर कुछ न हुआ असर ।
यूं बिखरा है दूर तलक कि
न नज़र आए तुझे मेरी नज्म ए महशर।
बस मान ले कि
तेरी अल्फाज ए अनसुनी मुझसे एक भी दफा न हुई।
बस जिंदगी की उससे वफा न हुई।।

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I :- i love him...
Life :- yes,i know it.in the same way,i know that he does not love you.your power to love him will not really change the reality or will not make him able to return back your love to you. sometimes,love sounds like leave and losing and loss and it's what it is now for you.
you can wait,you can let him consume you,you can be his you,still,remember,
more or less,it will not change him.
He will be the same taking you for granted,using you in his urgency,playing with your feelings,leaving you now or then or here or there casually when his feels are satisfied or his mood is swinged to another.
i feel helpless like you because,i am also clueless like you to resolve about "how to forget this phase" or how to make you forget him to make you move forward
in your me for exploring different real love's LOVE.

© blessedcurse27

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Watching helplessly your dreams
getting shattered is more
excruciating than what follows
after that catastrophe.

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one day everything will be changed.
today's happiness will become
just memories.
then no star will smile.
no wind will come to welcome her.
no sky will pamper.
all seasons will not beautiful
as they used to be.
heart will live without feelings.
the soul only will be
the witness of her changes

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हर दवा बेअसर है
जिसके आगे
वो मर्ज सिर्फ इश्क़ था ,
पर है अब कोरोना भी ।

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🍂
जिंदगी में अकेले होने का एहसास तब हुआ
जब देखा वो बहुत सारे थे
और मेरे साथ मेरा खुदा भी ना था।



🍂

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They Said:
Everything!
Every Single Thing in This World
Dwindles By Passing Time!
Even The Glistening Sirius Lacks Its Sparkle
As The Sun Upsurge!
And That Dazzling Sun Too Gets Tired
As It Burns Vigourously By Passing Time!

"So, Is My Love For Him Nothing!?"

A Question Echoed In Her Mind,
As The ColdHearted Stupor
Walked Away In Startle.

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तेरा फ़रामुश करके
तबस्सुम को अपनाना..
हमसे ना होगा
गली में तुम्हें देख
ना-देखा सा करना..
हमसे ना होगा
उसके साथ तुम्हें देखकर
अपने दर्द को छिपाना
हमसे ना होगा
मूव ओन के नाम पर
सब सही है दुनिया को जताना
हमसे ना होगा

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