Hedonist...
Seek me not in alley where they pray for sanctity.
Day and night they stand in vigil, and beg mercy.
Seek me not in fields, where the sun beats its wrath.
Where the blossoms of farmers reap, to feed the mass.
Seek me not in the Tavern or the Harem.
The thirst for the inebriated self or the flesh is long gone.
Seek me in those calligraphy which I have etched...
On the tombstone of lost love, a grave of, what once was.
Seek me not in the body which, I will bid adieu.
Seek me in those words, which my soul yearns...
In those whispering winds, from her place...
The garden which I have curated, long after...
All the love once was, dead now.
And left with nothing, alive lifeless, somehow .
Just a vanishing voice, drowned in yearning.
Drunk in decadence, of not love but, the longing.
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