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In a world full of moving on
I'm still hanging on

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I am so good at resurrecting myself after my disasters..
You'll seldom get to know how hard I fell..

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Years pass..
And I still feel unfinished..
I still want to search for a turning point..
I still want to give voice to the 'I' in me..
I still want a year to be more happening..
And I still want someone to pat my back and say...
You did it...

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and that's why you
cannot let go;

for in letting go,
you'd also lose
a part you;

that part of you
that made you live on;
even after they left.

a lot of others
may draw near you,
and try to be
part of you, too;

but you simply
can't allow them,
because you're still
hanging on to the past;

wishing that the past
would remember you,
and come back;

even when you know
it won't.

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May be life is not about some bad phases ending...
With good ones beginning..
The oscillations between the scary and the merry all the way..
Its basically everything happening together at a time..
You need to be drugged by the good phases to get over the bad ones..
And just hang in there!

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Undecided ways, myriad conclusions, hallucinated thoughts;
Often some phases are just so hard...
The only thing one can cling to is hope,

The more the hope, the better the belief of sunrise;
Which somehow makes the dark days bearable..

One may not know the future;
But one can make through the present believing
That he conquered his past to reach here...

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I see it in your eyes that's why I hold onto it,
There's hope and I am hanging onto it.

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Yeah they aren't for now,

But just 'trust' they will;
Maybe not today,

But someday...
Somehow!

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#Dear Me,

I have never seen you this broken,
Never imagined you this dispirited,
But you know deep inside this is temperoray,
Yes my dear hang on, let the season change and you will bloom once again.

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