So I smuggled them in poems,
romanticized misery,
marked agony in scented ink,
discarded feelings like weird sartorial choices,
spilt naked truths
and killed the butterflies
that waltzed around my hips.

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If life plays rough on you.
Enjoy it.
Think like your fate line has
played master and you a slave.
Easy life is just foreplay,
Real fuck is BDSM.

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Why did I had to walk out from your life,
for you to learn my importance?

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She said I'm pure as a cocaine
She said I'm easy yet complicated
She said I'm nice but hard to love
She said...

Everytime I try to clear my mess
I create another one to deal with
Everytime I try to explain myself
I say what she hates.

She said I'm real as pain
She said I'm gentle yet brutal death
She said I'm funny but hard to love
She said...

Everytime I try to make it right all wrongs
The harder I try I sucked in more deeper
Everytime I try to make her smile
Another failure added in the pile
Of my all hopeless tries.

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When your voice echoed in the skies
streets starting dripping their shape.
Houses, statues, monuments
are hidden in the mist now.
Everything but a river and it's flow
And you and I on it's banks.

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I scribble down
My thoughts on papers
They thought
I have lost my mind

I need to settle down And pay my bills
Die alone, that's the way live.

Given up on
Their hopeless advice
They thought
I have lost my mind

I need to settle down And pay my bills
Kill myself everyday, that's the way to live.

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Let me sleep
Let me sleep

It's been a while now..

Let me sleep

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Feel like I'm savage
None of shit average 💯
Courage I lack but
encourage me to manage
Menace for myself
I'm privileged and damaged.
Still got an image infamous like
they jealous.

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Coming season
You will look beautiful for a reason
To attract Parasites attack on you nectar
Suck away everything you have
Leave you hopeless behind

Coming season
They will pluck you From your stem
Kill you before you blossom
They will crush all your dreams
leave you helpless behind

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Bin Soye Jo Guzaari Hai,
Woh Raatein Tum Par Karz Hai 🥀💔

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