To my Noah,
At least, that's what I would have wanted your name to be.
We never got to meet, but I have loved you endlessly.
You'll always be a part of me till the day I die as you're forever marked within me.
I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough and being afraid got the best of me, which led to actions of behaving selfishly. Creating grief and regret that haunts me endlessly.
I pray and hope that one day You and God can forgive me and that I can learn to forgive 🙏 myself and begin to heal.
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