each night
i submit myself
to your breaths.
i love being felt
and wrapped in your presence
only to escape
the thoughts of
you missing her more
than loving me enough.
i soak your love
with moist eyes
which run dry
as soon as you disappear
and i whisper your name
in the howling dark
and i listen my love
reminding me
that he still resides
but i know how falsely.
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