And whenever they said,
"Hang in there, everything will be fine!"

She'd wonder,

If anything ever got better for her dismal past,
that's been hanging on the hooks of her eyelashes for ages now...

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Cold clouds of
Dismal day descends

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आज फिर हार गई अपने डर से,
ये सोचके रुक गई कि क्या कहेंगे लोग।
हिम्मत नहीं हुई एक भी कदम आगे बढ़ाने को,
पता है पछताउँगी जरूर और फिर
नहीं कर पाउँगी सुख का भोग।
काश दिल में इतना साहस होता,
काश मन में दृढ़ विश्वास होता,
यूँ अब मन, निराशा से न घिरा होता,
ये खुदा ! हर लिजिये मेरी मन की व्यथा,
दे दिजिये मेरे अंदर हिम्मत अन्यथा।।

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And here I am,
In the corner of my room.
Still asking myself,
That one question.
What's more miserable,
What is more devastating,
Forgetting Everything, or
Remember Everything?

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In the morality of love and hope.
Sometimes, the story starts with it;
But eventually, reality kicks in,
And the story turns dismal.

Not all stories are fairytales.

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Devil
A devil dwelling in every human,
A triggering factor of damnation,

Destroy, destruct and kill the evil,
It's the cause of your death, dismal.

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I wished I could find
peace in your arms.
Alas! You forgot
it's a soul you're holding.

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आज भी पछताता हूँ अपने उस लिए फैसले से .....
जिस ने आज हमारे बीच ये फासले बना दिए....

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A person having dismal demeanor remains behind the eight ball and gets stuck himself in the whirl of inabilities which is dreadful for a person's perpetuity.

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اب جی لینگے ھم
اب کبھی آنکھیں نہ ھوگی نم
تجھے یاد کرکے اے میرے صنم
بھول جاے گے,اب سارا ستم
اب جتنے بھی باقی ھے میرے غم
امید ھے کہ اب وہ ھو جاے گے کم
فقط التجا ھے اب تجھ سے میری
ھم گمراہ و نادان پر, کر اپنی رحم۔

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