Hey...
I just wanted to call you to that I'm not Ok. There's a lot of things happening and I don't want to do. Do you remember what I said in our last conversation?
I lied...
I'm not Ok.
Do you know when you can't fell anything anymore?
You don't know what is happiness. You don't know what is sadness. You just walk, eat, dress, but you don't feel anything. It just your body, without your soul. You get lost in your thoughts, you try to find a logical explanation of why you are like this. Your life became a meaningless. You don't see joy in things, not even the things you love and that makes you wonderful yourself if you really love that thing.
All you want is to forget the world.
Run away.. Where questions are not asked.
I don't want you to worry about me, I don't want anyone to worry about me.
I'm fine....
But I'm not Ok.
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