Your opening lines were like the beach waves and old Bombay, I was attempting to stay away, from my tied up house within me, no natural light it was foolish to call it home.
Being happy is not conditional or situational because it is a choice to listen the voice of your soul and the decision not to carry impact of external world.
Throughout life we keep taking decisions. From crossing road to embarking on a life mission, everything is based on a decision. Sometimes they turn out to be right and sometimes they help us to grow up! Each one of us would have stood in the cross roads of decision making sometime or the other. And we decide; we make our choices. Many times we work towards making our choices right.