Being with you feels like perpetual waiting, waiting for you to schedule me an appointment to talk to you, waiting for your reply to my texts when you're online all the time, waiting for you to think about me too and not wait for your free time to come, waiting for you to not make me wait anymore.
Being with you feels like being with someone withholding the promise that they will be with me someday. Being with you feels exactly like your absence.
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