"What Made Me Write?"
The things that made me write, were not right,
Many sleepless nights,
Because of nightmare frights,
Wishing to die & go to heaven,
Every day since I was only seven,
Unwanted and unloved,
By family that wasn't even blood,
Followed the same path by self destruction,
By loving a man(thought, but thought wrong and stayed. with him 18 years long,
Loving him & trying to fix him was my grand plan,
And sadly I had been always treated that way,
But after many beatings,
I realized that's not love's greeting,
By then, I was too afraid of fleeting,
So my pen inked my bleeding.
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