सोचती हूँ कभी-कभी,
काश सब कुछ,
कुछ ऐसे ठीक हो जाता,
जैसे जागती हूँ नींद से,
कोई बुरा सपना देख कर।

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Main main krda phir da banda,
Naa lainda tera rabba,
Chust chalakiyan ta bnn putla,
Dikhawe de vich rehnda eh,
Rabba banda tera,
Tere naal hi dhokebaaziyan krda eh,
Jaande hoye vi ki kuch nhi chupna hai tere toh,
Sochda kuch krda kuch te dikhanda kuch hor hi hai,
Rabba kyu banda tera tere naal hi putha chalda eh??
Rabba kyu banda tera tere naal hi putha chalda eh?.

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मन में दबाए रखा
दिल में छुपाए रखा
अपना बनाए रखा
खुद से जोड़े रखा
मैने उसे प्यार से आज़ाद रखा
दिल में सदा के लिए आबाद रखा ।

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अजी रूठोंना यू आज हमसे,
जान हो आप हमारी
तुम हो तो सारी ख़ुशियाँ है,
जो ना हो तो रूठी मंज़िलें सारी
तमन्नाह सिर्फ़ अब यही है,
एक मैं और एक तू, बस इतनीसी हो ये दुनिया हमारी

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जीवन क्या है ....???
एक उम्मीद..
कुछ ख्वाहिशें..
थोड़ी रंजिशें...
और कुछ बदलते मौसम..💗

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Road of charmers

Where the light seems dull enough
Where the smile seems full enough

Where the agony seems far enough
Where the laughter seems dear enough

Where the betrayal seems bad enough
Where the loyalty seems good enough

Where the eye catchers seems unattractive enough
Where the soul catchers seems beautiful enough

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Here I am alone once again🥹
Feeling as if all my efforts have gone in vain😓
The more I tried
More I got hurt from inside💔
The one's who I cared about the most🫂
Are being ignoring my feelings like a ghost
Highlighting some of my mistakes of different different kinds😔
But whenever I put my efforts for them they become blind 😵
Loosing them was my only fear😰
They don't even care about me they have made it clear🫡
Sometimes I think it's all my fault😮‍💨
I gave them the key to my heart's vault🥺
I hope these dark days might soon fade away😶‍🌫️
And ray of sunshine might find its way🌞
But for now here I am alone again😓
Thinking why my efforts have gone in vain🤔 .

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मासूमियत आ हीं जाती हैं ..
तुम्हारे हर अंदाज पर..
प्यार से मुस्कुराना ..
मुझे चिढ़ाना ,या गुस्सा होकर..
तुम्हारे रूठने के रिवाज पर।

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April 10th, 2024

Just after nine at night
I'm having a cigarette
Sitting on the front deck
Phone connected to the internet

A coffee beside me too
Two sugar and two cream
Nicotine and caffeine both
And THC to complete the theme

Not many cars traveling
The roads are very empty
Streetlights are shining now
For your thoughts , I have a penny

The rain has begun falling
Sounds more like ice pellets
The forecast did say hail
Which usually means the opposite

Music is playing as I write
Red hot chili peppers on now
Their song called Aeroplane
As for this poem I will say Chow

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Life looks random when looked at closely, but it is planned when viewed from a distance

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