I hold onto things, like they were glued to my skin
I let go of things,like they never even happened.
I scream when I'm angry,like the worlds next door need to hear me. I close my eyes,like no one can see me.
My world is apparently a fantasy, like I'm lost in my head.
Okay, and you could pull me back down?
I needed you to hold me while I was falling apart, but while I was falling apart. You got overwhelmed and just couldn't handle it and decided you no longer wanted to, decided you no longer wanted me. I let go of things, like they never even happened, too. I get emotional, like control was just a made up word. It's like a rollercoaster that I can only take one day at a time, I'm taking as much of me as I can take without getting overwhelmed myself, I am not doing too well.
I needed you,like I never told you
like i never showed you and took for granted
You held my heart, all i had was barely your hand. I'm letting go,like it's the last option left
like it's the only thing to do
And I'm trying to stay positive, like it was never misdirected. I can do this, like I will be repeating this daily.
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