Have you ever felt like you are trapped inside your own self ?
As if you want to cry hard, harder than ever so as the walls around you would just burst out. Begging to spend a day alone, with your self enclosed in a room, so that you can cry the whole day and drain out the pain and anger out of your mind, body and soul, and come out again like a fresh piece of flesh, ready to be take up the scars allover again. Did you ever feel like chopping yourself into pieces, just because you deserve to be punished ?
Have you ever come across such emotions ?

If you have,
then my friend, you have come across the true meaning of life, cause life was never so easy, but you did survive through the harsh faces of it.

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.....every night, as the room
darkens me blind
I wonder,
why the world marks
murk gloomy,

can colours furnish the solace, darkness renders ?

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Chandrima

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Chandrima

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.....nights are love,
day is bliss,

maybe that's why.... I'm loved, not blessed !

- The moon

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Where do you find yourself in next two years ?

I find myself, at the bottom end of your chat list, or might even be missing from there, in one of those inactive Facebook profiles, on those least visited Insta pages.
As a name I appear, on those registers and among your mates' names, yeah merely the names.
One of those un-dialled yet saved contacts, one of those faces, which got blurred in your memory.

I find myself on the forgotten pages of your life -
A memory seldom recalled.......

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Favourite cold evening,
Favourite mug of coffee,
And favourite person behind the texts;


What else on earth do I need to keep my demons cool.

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