Even the thought of completing you brings joy to my soul.

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I chase, down the memory lane,
I chase, as a runaway, it get insane.
I have a trauma, the pain.
Silently I swallow the emptiness,
As the two wolves fight inside of me.

I make a picture that's flawed.
A forgotten past, I adore.
I relive imagination that my younger self made.
Begging at the reflection of yesterday, wish I was wise enough.

Oh I painted those dreams.
A lover, whom I adore as I grew.
I wish I could have been the one.
Who did wake in her arm.
A lover to ask my day, to kiss goodnight,
But truth is hard, I tomorrow less bright.

I induce false hope,
A bitter today can have a brighter tomorrow.
I trace my growing responsibility and career as I pat my back.
Dude, You have grown up so fast.

As I cover my loss with self satisfaction.
I crossed out the failure in a obscure imagination.

Maybe it was this love meant to have this destination.
Maybe it's not Love that I am suppose to have.
Maybe it's not Dreams dreamt together.
Maybe I will be only left as a Men of My own.
Stripped away of a lover.
Only left to be forgotten!

So I break my habits tonight.
As I cut through my skin this night.
Reminding that deprived of a warmth of a lover.
Is the final destination to remember.

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I hurt much more
than anytime before
I had no options left again...

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I don't know what's worth staying for
Or why I have to dream
I don't know why I get provoked
And say what I don't like
I don't know why I wrote these lines
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit today 💔

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In this world of buying and selling,
Don't just become a salesman of your talents.

In the world of likes and follows,
Don't just restrict your work to match trends.

In the world of reviews and ratings,
Don't forget to check on your own conscience.

In the world of success and Fame,
Don't just run, stop to breathe.
Live a little for yourself.

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Will break your habit of insisting on that day, will know or remember was going to remember.

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ঈশ্বর, আস্ত খোলা আকাশ দিয়েছিলে আমায়-
দিয়েছিলে অবাধ বিচরণের স্বাধীনতা।
আর আমি, জীবনের অনেকটা সময় ধরে-
একটা খাঁচা বানালাম,
সব মূল্যবান সম্পদ দিয়ে দিনে দিনে-
আরও মজবুত করলাম খাঁচা,
সব ঝড়-ঝঞ্ঝার ভয় থেকে আজ মুক্ত।
কিন্তু দিনে দিনে নিজেকে বদ্ধ করে ফেলছি সেই খাঁচায়,
আর আজকে যখন খোলা আকাশের দিকে তাকিয়ে-
মুক্তির জন্য ছটফট করছে মন...
খাঁচা ভাঙার শক্তি আমার নেই!
তাই নিজেকে ভাঙছি আবার,
নতুন করে গড়বো বলে ।।

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Breaking the habit is simple.

I just uninstalled Candy Crush few weeks ago.

Now I should maintain the pledge to not reinstall it as I wasted a lot of my time in clearing its 2800+ levels.

I realized that I can allocate that time to studies, family, hobbies and career.

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