ask me how many times i've relived the very same moments the world will never find its shine there are years that ask questions and there are letters that burn with time don't ask me about the answers it's been a season full of toothless days living on borrowed time.........
your thorns were always my stars worthy of every second i spend looking at now the flowers have become my venom no longer i could even desire to feel them
if it stays like this forever won't you tell me the reason i suffered between everything that stayed and went away won't there ever be any warmth behind this obsession
i've seen the sky a thousand times thinking all the ways it couldn't be better only to confide the illusion of perfection is in realizing what's really worth the lesson
there never has to be a way to find the poison we all need searching like a toothless soul brushing all the ideas of falling apart only to end up scratching,soaking all the insecurities some umbrella's have no season of reckoning they carry the sun so that it never rains on them
and sometimes when i look up at the sky it makes me feel so insignificant i try to trial my thoughts, and they suffocate me screwed up all inside, waiting to reach my shore i had a lot of thoughts some dark, some whole existence i found nothing but an empty hole