Making life decisions at happy times are a thing. But when life is on a rough road, people tend to make hasty decisions. I am coming to realize slowly, definitively that I want to choose you even when the road is rough. You are still my rock man that I once fell in love with. I glance at a corner in my room to find food and medicine that you gave which weren't a part of my life a few months ago. And now they are a part of me, healing me, providing me, strengthening me. Just like how you are soo ready to fill my heart and soul. I am learning to love. The understanding we have is running deep. I am me with you cause you are you.
Do you know why am I scared of the consequences?
Cause this wonderful feeling of serenity and security is something I hadn't expected to have so early in life.
Its as though I asked and it was given to me.
You fill up the space I create for us soo often that I am learning
to expand it faster than ever.
Please bear with my moody rants at times, I want to tell
you the smallest detail to the vast wonder I see in life.
I love you and that's all I know.-
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There is always suffering, sacrifice, struggle and then solace behind strength!!
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Her imperfections seem to be wonderful to his ears and the tonic of love they drank refills every time their kisses match.
She is thoroughly in love with him.
She is an enigma, doesn't care who understands her.
He is madly in love with her.
He is an elite elixir, careful to the core.
The truth bombs which runs out of his throat were the ones that she dreamt of hearing from her man.
Ending of these lines are inadequate and out of words. Cause the only thing that matters is that the feeling of this love is effortless which is drawing towards each other right from their hearts.
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My reluctantcy leapt me through life.
It created so much security for all the right reasons.
When our love conversations reached a place of fulfillment, you leapt in with your most beautiful question.
My reluctantcy this time was out of respect for our love and each other.
Not to create the insecurity for all the wrong reasons..
I am loving you like never before.
Every tear drop that flows in your name is the most meaningful one and no regrets.
Our box of belonging made me realize how easy it was and it is to love you.
I dwell upon the essential essence you shimmer on me all day long.
Imagining to live with you is all I do.
My answer to your question is not a no... ❤❤❤❤❤-
This longing hurts.
Your nights are for sleep and mine are for you.
This sensation in my heart's center is not a feeling of possession but a connection.
Why do you make me wait for so long!?
Am I being an idiot to not understand reality or the reality is so harsh and I wasn't ready for this distance.
I ask you to wait for me for years and you said I am up for it. It seemed as though you didn't even think of the separation between us. You were too practical to be true.
Your emotions sank in before mine.
Your imaginations didn't seem to cause me pain till I put in my sensation.
When love hits it hits.
Are we both being strong to keep each other strong.
This is a test of time, my patience, faith and strength!!
If I pass through this, may be I can keep me strong.
Not for me or you;
But for us!!!-
What had to happen has already happened.
Now its time to do what needs to be done..
Grow a plant. Raise a pet. Study something you always wanted to.
They don't deserve anymore of your time. Cause what had to happen has already happened.-
Always remember
your capabilities are never the problem,
their inabilities are.
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They stopped believing in you
cause you stopped believing in yourself!!
You are your biggest strength.-