It’s hard to understand when you don’t even know what’s wrong.
It’s hard to see when you can’t even read the writings on the wall.
Your heart is broken because life isn’t fair,
It hurts and breaks everyone.
While others walk around with a fight no one sees,
A struggle they can’t define or the pain they don’t deserve,
Some don’t understand that wearing others shoes is the only way they will ever really know the might of the weight they carry.
For once, the sky is falling and it’s falling on you, it’s hard to reason with faith when it unfolds on you.
It’s even harder to exist then when no one sees your scars and you are hurting alone.
A time when you are drowning alone, it feels you don’t exist

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MIDNIGHT HOUR

It’s dark and unclear what the future holds.
So I take a piece of paper and let the pen tell the stories instead.
The hours flew by and am here wondering where I want to be by morning,
Hoping that when dawn comes I won’t sleep away what I have left trying to hold unto the dreams I don’t understand yet.
As far as I try to find meaning, I don’t know how to not lose love, kindness, friends and family.
I am far from perfect,
I am okay with not knowing,
I am fine with what comes next for I have no control,
I am going to be okay.
And at the end of the night,
If I close my eyes and I don’t find the sunset,
Then I will know that it wasn’t meant to be and I always knew eternity wasn’t promised,
When I finally come in terms with this,
Then, I know I will be fine for sure.

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Dear Water,
As the storm rages and sun blasts, I tried my best to be you, calm when clean and true, and send waves when I have something to say. Flowing to the shores and spread the words as far as it goes, quench where there is fire and serve where there is thirst. I am you when I talk and someone listens, when I write and someone finds relief, I try my best to be you. So when the time comes for me to go under, at the bottom of the sea, I hope you go easy on me.

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I think about you when the lights turn on,
I think about you when am on my kneels in front of God,
I think about you when the twilight sings,
I think about when the dawn dance,
I think about you when I smile,
I think about you when I remember,
I think about you every hour of the clock,
And I haven’t even met you yet.
I pray for the day my heart finally meets yours
But for now I will be here waiting patiently,
While I talk to God about you.

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Lost Times-Reborn
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we stand for truth and justice for those who have no voice and make sure they are heard

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Imagination is so powerful and mine is so vivid it scares me, until my creation told me to pick a pen and write what I see.

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REMEMBER

One day you will wake up,
in the morning, afternoon or maybe evening. it could also be midnight
it could be a text or call. You would hear your phone beep or ring with your normal happy ringing tone. You will pick and they will tell you am gone.
Don't freak out, don't cry or panic. I just want you to picture this:
that I stand somewhere in the corner of your room smiling brightly like the day we found out about how ice cream tasted like.
the day we watched the funny movie together on a rainy day.
our found memories will do you good for me and for you.
Just remember me and know that I found a better place.
you will be suprised when you hear the news but we both knew that day will come, we just didn’t know when or who goes first.
Pray for me to rest and be free of my sins.
Whenever I come to mind smile and don't cry.
Let my memories make you SMILE.
Just Remember.

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When life says sorry, I know that it's about to take me on another ride only to be taught the next lesson. what's scares me isn't the ride but the price I may have to pay to learn it.

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I am what I am and I have decided that nothing matters except acceptance of that which I am.

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