Some days I feel like really giving up, pain churns my heart, thinking about things fears me, tears me up. I can't find my wonderwall to lean on, to share how I feel. You know it's tough when you finally believe you've someone to rely on, expect from, trust every promise given and then suddenly you're left almost all alone again, asked to be dependent! You need to start over then! That's makes me feel like quitting so strongly.. But again! I think about myself! My life, my being, me as an individual.. that me who's so unwilling to give up in any situation and always ready to win.. who has thousands of dreams and visions, so much potential! It's hard..so freaking hard you know, to hang on. Right now my heart is heavy, but look .. Here I'm converting my pain into creativity. And that's how I live, and I will live again, today!
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