to be in touch with your soul all the time,
I started having withdrawal effects
even when we haven't talked for an hour.

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Cosmic Love

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Sadness looks like a dark heavy cloud over a calm, still lake

Sadness sounds like an empty piggy bank from which all the emotions were stolen

Sadness tastes like that cheap alcohol which made you sick

Sadness smells like a toast which got burned that you've been trying to prepare after a long and tiresome day

Sadness feels like cold unkind wind on a winter night

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Gifted child ➡️ Human Encyclopedia ➡️
Black sheep of the family
➡️ Family disappointment ➡️ Weird uncle
➡️ Delusional old man

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Man created god because he didn't want to suffer alone and he needed someone to take the blame when things don't turn out the way he wanted.

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Pill in Ibiza








Biryani in Hyderabad

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Vodka, failure and disappointment.

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Your love is like potato water. Hard to get, time taking, but in the end, it's worth the wait. It is sweet and intoxicating.

Your kindness is like coconut water. Also sweet, refreshing, comforting with a touch of healing.

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It is very hazardous to have a person who likes you back when you have severe depression and mental illness. You get very insecure that you have a constant fear of abandonment even though everything works out well. You are extremely vulnerable and you end up being submissive. You do everything it takes to be with them even though the voices in your head are mocking you that you'll never be enough for them to really like you. You long for at least a single serotonin or dopamine molecule and you depend on them to make you happy. And it is very unfair to them. One fine day, when you're totally fucked up, your brain will convince you that they don't love or like you anymore so you slowly walk away from them.

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The demons in my head were acting in a play so moving and intense, I woke up in the middle of the night, drenched in sweat, trembling and hyperventilating, for a second I failed to notice you hugging me from behind with your arms and legs wrapped around me tightly. I curled up into a ball and within a few seconds, you hugged me tighter and it felt like I was being cocooned, you being protective of me even when you were asleep. And I was wondering, what did I do to deserve this?

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