It's time for Christmas again,
This time too I'll wait for santa like an insane

I'll fantasize myself riding in his sleigh
Spreading happiness with him all his way

But unfortunately I know the reality
So this time too I'll be my own santa with all my abnormality.
This time too I'll myself put my gift under my pillow,
And in the morning I'll behave like a kiddo.

But still I have a little hope,
And that's why I have left this note.

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Everyday at some point there is a time when you feel lonely
But that loneliness is waived off by you so smoothly

While attending a college lecture sitting alone on your favourite last bench,
While seeing a worker working hardly to dig a deep trench

You realise that deepness of that trench is still less than your loneliness
But you know that what matters the most for you is your happiness

Walking on the streets alone with thousands of people around
Having your meal alone where hundreds of people surround
Sometimes make you feel lonely

But you are still happy,
as you don't have to share your food
And for a walk you don't have to depend upon another's mood

When you feel lonely
You should feel proud
As you are far away from the crowd

There is always a way to find happiness in everything
Sometimes loneliness gives you wings
Loneliness is not a bad thing:-)

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कैसी जंग है ये
जो खुद से ही लड़नी पड़ती है खुद के लिए

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तुम क्या मेरे लिए चांद तारे तोड़ के लाओगे
मेरी तो आंखों में ही सितारे चमकते है

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I am the only child in my home
In my home I am the only storm

I get everything what I adore
But sometimes my loneliness is ignored

I never fought for sharing my food
I never stole my sister's boots

My whole room is mine
Where with me my dreams shine

I laugh alone
I cry alone
That's why I am not stubborn

I carry the whole responsibility on my shoulders
And that's why I am afraid of being a defaulter

On the bright side
I get all the attention
Without any intervention

Despite everything
I am happy to be an only child
Because I am surrounded with all love and light

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For the first time I said NO
Because I am learning to say NO
For that I didn't apologize
Because I am learning to say NO
For that I don't have any regrets
Because I am learning to say NO
For you I might be a changed person
Because I am learning to say NO
But for me I am a better person
Because I am learning to say NO

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रात तो यहां भी वही है
पर पता नहीं क्यों इतनी पराई सी लगती है

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आसान नहीं होगा मुझसे इश्क करना
शक है तो मेरी कविताओं से पूछलो— % &

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जो रातें बिना सोए गुजारी थी
आज वही एक नया सवेरा लेकर आई है— % &

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कभी कोई तो समझेगा
बस यही समझाती हूं खुद को — % &

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