You've got some people in your life, who once entered your life, you knew, would never leave. Some acquaintances, some friends, some more than friends. They are not your best friends, maybe. But they know certain things about you that nobody knows. They might be unaware of your favorite movie or color, but know exactly how your eyes would behave when you’re happy or sad. They know what exactly would have made you write a poem. You don’t meet them often, you don’t miss them all the time, but you know how certain moments remind you of them. Whenever you laugh loudly, they know exactly how vulnerable you are to certain things. They are not around you, but just a thought of losing them scares the shit out of you. They've been your partners in crimes nobody knows of. They have shared your guilt. They’re far. They’re close. They’re dark and lovely like secrets.
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