Grief comes in waves they say,

But self hatred on the other hand stays like a flim over your eyes..

It's always there in everything you see..

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When this would end?

this inescapable wait for death.

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No matter what people get far away from you, as if you reek of some radioactive toxin..

You still wonder why..?

You are the reason.

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If you mean nothing to anyone, did you even exist?!

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Ghost in a void has no place to go!

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The
Moth
That
Awaits
Death...

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Learn the science of things long enough it would converge into art!

Be it math.
Or computer science.
Or physics.

Learn it long enough it converges into art!

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Letting someone love you, even if you won't be able to reciprocate


You are a coward who folded with family pressure and social norms, and never truly can give into that love..

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Choosing to let others shine brighter,

with your light!
with your wisdom!

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In the story of my past I assumed I had everything I dreamt of,

Until the reality of being a woman broke the rose coloured glasses..

I saw selfishness and arrogance in a place I once held as the shrine of my soul..

Now I could be considered lucky in most aspects but I still see the glass growing and it can never be full..

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