Dekha hai hazaaro baar
Kabhi chitra me kabhi chalchitra me
Bahot hua!
Ab kareeb se dekhna hai...
Asal zindagi me aane ke lie aur
Kitna waqt loge janaab!

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Feels good seeing my name as an author.

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Muskurao tum
Tumhe dekh kar jo muskurae
Toh wo hai zindagi.
Ek aasu bahao tum
Use pochne ko aagey aaye
Toh wo hai zindagi.
Thak jao tum
Koi paas rehkar hausla de jaae
Toh wo hai zindagi.
Akelepan se haar jao
Aur koi haath badhaye
Toh wo hai zindagi.
Chot par tumhaari
Koi marham lagae
Toh wo hai zindagi.
Pal bhar tumse dur ho
Phir bhi tumhe yaad aaye
Toh wo hai zindagi.
Saath wo tumhare ho
Bhale maut use le jaye
Toh wo hai zindagi.

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Haath badhaata hu
Tera haath nhi milta
Mere haqueqat ko
Kyu tera saath nhi milta?

Aakhein kholta hu
Tu nazar nhi aati
Sapno me bhi kyu
Tu mujhse dur chali jaati.

Accha nhi hu mai
Toh keh do mujhe
Mat jao mujhe chhodkar
Aisa dard mat do mujhe.

Yaad aur kitna karu
Kya mai thak nhi sakta?
Dukh zyada aur mai
Ab seh nahi sakta.

Aajao paas mere
Kitne pyaar se aur bulau?
Maana jannat me tu khush hogi
Magar mere jaisi behen waha toh nhi hogi.

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Has kar saari baaton ko anjaana kar dia
Har gila shikwa apne dil se safa kar dia
Aur Jinki kaabiliyat dosti nibhaane ki nahi thi
Unhe muskurate hue zindagi se dafa kar dia

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Winter is coming.
But who cares...
The world is already cold at heart.

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I sit down for a while,
Not following a scheduled timeline
I think, overthink, for a while
And simply it won't solve a thing in my life.
I cry, as tears flow down my cheeks
I know still this won't lighten my heart for weeks
I stop, I stand, I walk for a mile
It's okay to not to have any destination
For a while.

I turn off the lights
I close the doors
With pieces of my past happenings
I sit on the floors.
A jigsaw puzzle, it is
And it won't even fit,
However hard I try
I know, the pieces are missing and I don't deny.
So, I pick'em up & toss them aside
It's okay to just forget about them
For a while, right?

And I start something new
It doesn't match the beat
I start something new again
This one too felt like pain.
So I stop doing things, just eat & sleep.
Am allowed to rest this one time?
It's okay to do nothing
For a while.

I sit, again, I listen to the sounds
Though nothing seems familiar around.
I make up my mind, I decide
I won't be doing anything for sometime.
Instead,
I'll take strolls, walk a few mile.
And it's all okay to not to have any destination
For a while.

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To everything that was said to be done,
All was said, & nothing was ever done.
They sent cute supportive texts,
And a handfull of calls.
That's it - pretty much effort? I call it,
An era of online hardwork, afterall.

Sinking, in my life...
Somewhere beneath the sea.
I drowned, alone in my loneliness
Probably, no one could see.

Busy in their lives, happening
Or may be not-so happening
They still had more people
Than my whole life's been enduring.

Who am I to complain,
I am sick and about to crumble
But they tell me that's what life is-
Alone you've to step up or
Alone you've to stumble.

How hilarious the words echo
'I'll be there for you always'
When they don't even know
If tomorrow I'm gonna exist, anyways...

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Nhi tu mujhsa nahi hai
Na hi mai tujhsa hona chahta hu.
Chahat hai tujhe ek mahal banane ki
Mai bas apne ghar wapas jana chahta hu
Uddna chahta hai tu aasmaano me
Mai apne apno ki god me sona chahta hu.

Taare dekh tu has liya karta hai
Mai unme mere khoye sitaare dhundta hu
Apna pyaar tujhe aakhon me dikh jaata hoga
Mai unhe tasveeron me khojta phirta hu.

Tu zindagi me aagey badhna chahta hai
Mai beete kal ko badalna chahta hu
Tujhe shauk hai naye logo se milne ka
Mai mere puraane logo se milna chahta hu.

Raaton ko sapno me kahi kho jata hai tu
Mai sapno se darkar yuhi uth jaata hu
Subeh, tere liye ek nayi subeh
Mere lie phir wahi bejaan sube hoti hai
Tu har din jeena chahta hai
Aur mai har din marna chahta hu.

Nhi tu mujhsa nahi hai
Na hi mai tujhsa hona chahta hu...
Mai bas apne ghar wapas jaana chahta hu
Bas apne ghar wapas jaana chahta hu.

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Kaho zindagi tumhe kya inaam du,
In zazbaaton ka kya anjaam du?
Likhne aaye the daastan-e-manzil,
In rukaawaton ki kya wajah du?

Ke neend aakhon me bahot hai
Par sone se dar lagta hai
Bahot khoya hai zindagi me
Ab aur khone se dar lgta hai.

Kaho tum jeena kaise hai mujhe
Ruk jau ya aur chalna hai mujhe
Sazaa itni do ke seh jau mai
Ji lu thoda aur ya ab marna hai mujhe

Kuch mushkilein tum hal kar do
Kuch hum khud hal kar lenge.
Thodi si hi sahi, ummeed to do
Usi me kuch doori aur chal lenge.

Imtehaan bas ab aur nahi
Waqt ko thoda aur asaan kar do.
Din aur raat rakh lo bhale apne paas
Ye chand shaamein mere naam kar do.

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