maybe it has all our memories which I cannot live anymore, or the promises we did to each other, or maybe just another heartbreak, waiting to be unveiled because maybe, it is all empty up there, and we just think too much.
I sometimes wonder, that I was a good person before and still people who claimed they love me, couldn't. What will happen now, when I am on the brink of destruction? Who will dare to love me now, eh!
I have realised that people who are afraid will never be able to love someone completely ever, even if they claim that they do because love was never about feelings and care, it was always about standing up against your fears for that someone.
I wonder sometimes, how is it fair that two people saw a dream together and only one is allowed to live it. Other one, just can't because suddenly, it is not their dream anymore.
It's not about how that one person who loved you, loved you the wrong way. It is more about, how you finally know now, how to be loved by the right one.