Djihangir   (woodlockpie)
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22 MAR 2023 AT 3:42

बस ऐसेही अब शाम रात में और
रात सुबह में बदल जाता है।

कुछ बातें उन पहरो की बीच कही दब सी गई है।
गम, खुशी अब तो बस कुछ शब्द ही बन गए है।
दिल तो उम्मीद के बिना ही अब धड़कना सीख गया है।

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21 AUG 2022 AT 20:24

Few Snippets of Mine

Chapter: Problems, You and My Being

Part 2— % &1. "So when can we meet again?", was something I wanted to ask you but you were angry and I didn't know how to say to you anymore of how I cannot be there where you want me to be. Some things do not happen. Some things are hard to accept. For instance, being in the same city as the person you want to meet and you cannot meet. Something just falls away like a broken twig. Only if the person watching the falling twig understood why it broke.
— % &2. I was more than happy to meet you, especially now that you were in the city we both wanted to be. But something changed inside of me when you called me something I never thought you would. Despite our conversation happening after a long time I thought you would understand. Because at the end of the day I knew who I was talking to. I was mistaken though. I don't know if I spoiled something. I don't know if I broke something. But I do know I picked up that call that afternoon being driven by a lost emotion. They say you shouldn't make decisions based on emotions, and I rode on that emotion. — % &3. It's not strange or surprising for me to see that we are attracted to each other and the possibility of us exploding also leads to cases undefined and indescribable. In the room where red lights speak, there is a possibility of silence to turn into moaning. But then, as analogous as how I walk on the desolated road to my home after work, invisible to everyone, your words from that text made me recall that journey. Made me rethink why I picked up your call that day. Made me see the reasons why you shouldn't take decisions based on emotions; I was gone. Vanished. Away from your life. Now, after I hear all this as a ball is put into my court, it makes me feel I broke my own rule and committed a mistake, yet again.— % &4. I saw your call when I woke up late this morning. You were leaving Bengaluru, I recalled. I don't know why you dialed me but I think you passed by the place where I live.— % &

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20 AUG 2022 AT 20:29

Few Snippets of Mine

Chapter: Problems, You and My being.

Part 1— % &"Every problem has a solution.
But if you don't talk, no one can help you."

1. It's a movie line I came across today morning and grabbing the essence of those words transcended me to the point where we were having a conversation on the issues you were facing. You were hesitant to talk not because you didn't want to buy something I was unaware of. I still remember that night when the reason for the wall between me and your issues came down on me and I was shattered. I was broken even more cause I realised that I wanted to assist you in getting you out of the whirlpool you found yourself in.

You see I have learnt from experience that if you want to help someone and they don't want it, all you can do is either wait for sometime or move along, for there lies an unbearable and unimaginable terror to get its nail deeply inserted in you.
— % &2. The fact that there are way too many talkers in the world results in people keeping things to themselves. There are way too many people who have things to say rather than listen. I for one have been one of such people who have kept almost everything to myself. But deep down I also know every problem has a solution and therefore at the end of the day I reflect and have to talk to myself. That soliloquy is intense and often causes heavy migraine but, eventually I have always found a way out.— % &3. There are frequent days I come across a quote or line that speaks about something and I tend to feel it speaks only to me. It's then I think of you and the way we departed. There are nights when few of the conversations we once had haunts me. I read and often listen to some songs just to get myself out of that daunting feeling. The feeling where I feel I've wronged something. I very well understand the way the dark aspects of the situation can divert me from the real essence behind the haunt. Something broke inside of me after that day. Something just faded inside of me after that night. I wanted to dial your number or leave a message just to say that I didn't mind. That I understood and I do not hold anything about the incident. But, few lines were also crossed. Some principles were broken. And i just wanted to vanish and disappear from the very life we bonded into making so that you never see the sight of me and such thing never happens again. And I did. Only to never find the pieces that vanished with it.— % &4. I can almost smell the oily breakfast cooked in the place I stay. But for some reason I am not hungry. Therefore the next thing that comes to me as a result of skipping breakfast is to lie down on my bed and read. After turning a few pages for 20 mins or so, I have a chunk of words in my head I had to spit out. I went to Instagram where I came across a few posts of yours. I had all the sorts of warnings before I started reading them and bearing those warnings in my head, I didn't. a line is drawn when it comes to the morning. Reading your post can cause an instability in me which may affect the rest of my day in context to the few things I haven't spoken of and the few of the things you wrote about.— % &

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14 MAY 2022 AT 21:41

Night Crawl

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1 MAY 2022 AT 20:24

Lights Off.
The Falling Dusk.
The Gathering of the Clouds.
The Rattling of the Thunder.
A Downpour like cats and dogs.
The Sound of Rain,
Its Romance with the Wind.
The Dance of Trees
The Smell of the Petrichor;

A Pluviophile somewhere notes it all.

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24 APR 2022 AT 19:40

Travelling can come with a price
unlike the experience
which you gather from it.
That particular experience
becomes your asset.

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10 APR 2022 AT 22:36

Harry Potter and
Ordering Dosa

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7 APR 2022 AT 13:21

The hilarious thing about having an unique name is that people have more likely asked me my name not out of their curiosity to know about the name or so but, to double-check whether I am pronouncing my name properly or not.

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5 APR 2022 AT 20:28

I hate nice girls

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12 FEB 2022 AT 14:43

Maturity is something that is directly proportional to experience and the observations gathered and have no link with age. An adult can literally have the maturity of a teenager whereas a teenager can possess the wisdom of an elder man. Such cases have no link with age, rather factors that are more action-oriented and analytical. With the rise of maturity, the knowledge which comes in possession also needs to blossom and mature. Such maturity in knowledge is that state of perfection an individual reaches when they find correspondence with the comprehension of the abstract ideas as a whole and linking it with the observations made by the individual. 

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