Mad Hue

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Fate can be cruel 
Giving us a month just to take it all away .
Memories can be crueler;
A reminder of all that I don't have today.
A few years have gone by
And no it doesn't get easier, despite what they say.

Now all I can do is look up to these purple skies,
Blurred yearning saying what I can’t find the words to convey
Regretting that I hadn't held on a little longer
When you’d asked me to stay
And do what i haven't done in a really long time - Pray.

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-Whom I write about ?

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Green
is the colour of
'What could have been'

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I've read poetry 
Written some too 
Looked at someone 
Just to look away too soon 
I've warmed up from laughter that wasn't mine 
Laughed at myself for even trying
And if I say I didn't want smthg more, I'd be lying.

But looking at someone long enough 
Doesn't mean they'll turn back to look at you
So I'll just keep reading poetry 
And writing some too 
Wondering ,what's worse-
To lose someone you come to love 
Or love someone you're bound to lose ?

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DISCONNECT

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And you'll do it subtly ,the walking away
You'll want to make a sound, a loud scene perhaps
To know if they'll even notice
what will be gone, what you'd had
But maybe all you'll get back is silence 
Like it never made a difference 
To them, what you did or what you'd had

And that'll be worse than the walking away
'Cuz then you'll know where you stand 
All the walking you did to reach them,
A one way bridge on which you stand alone 
In this bizarre tug of war ,
You see that you're the only one holding onto the damn rope.

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In a world where we're addicted to pleasure, pain or people,
We wonder why our nightly routine is of enduring a heart that feels like it's sleeping on needles.

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Small commitments.
Big changes.

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How To Help A Friend ?

When it's dark and grey 

And they're low and lost ,
And you don't know what else to say -

Understand that hearing the right things,
Doesn't make it all alright... 

You can only cheer them on
But it has to be their fight 

It might take a while , might take only a night,

You can only be with them in the darkness ,
It's upto them to find the light.

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