I lost myself
In the muslin of nostalgic peice of cloth
Started to unbutton my feeling
When heartbeat meets with that time....
At the leisurely pace it all seems closer
My eyes shutter,
Such impermanence affection,
Make me to lose myself wholly,
This perfume fragrance
And the commotion of the butterflies....
Stucking in my body.
As whispers of Adams touches my lobe,
I started to lose myself ...
And my soul seem a stranger,
Resting in my body.
As it all came closer,
But I'm scared that with my body
my venom pours deep inside every soul.
But it's all meant to be a lie,
When wandering soul keeps herself fly
That push my all hardships far away....
On the place in memories arms.
I forget my appearance,
Because I developed a habit of
Seeing myself in mirror from the cosmic eye.
That's why I become speechless,
When people ask me about who I am.-
Even though you are not mine, but.....
I waited for you from dusk till dawn.
Hoping so, like an unfeasible fantasy but....
It's satisfying that we are under the same sky.
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The truth is, we don't mature by years....
But the damage that is done to our heart .
You will never see any evil in world
Coz they all reside inside mind and in people words,
Either spoken or hushed....
Who tried to shatter others with their pervert insecurity and devil mentality.
They say,"Be strong meanwhile deep inside they seek pleasure in others Sorrow.
But all they forget is that poison for others....
Will Brought them close to suffering internally ,
In the curse of stabbing in others back
While trying to paint others life black.
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I will come back, I ratify him...
With the glare in my eyes
With my unflawed heart
all those peices stuck together.
You know the boundaries
and the holy spaces
With the amazement of unspoken trauma
Our ways parted away,
But not the endearment for each other.
Its always going to be you,
Today, tomorrow, five years from now.
I will always find myself coming back to you.
Looking for you behind every window,
Or inside the sound my heart passing by.
I will never forget the way you looked at me
for first and the last time.
One day, the word soon....
Will be replaced by finally .
I will come back to complete my side of story.
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It was not about , "millions of those people and their countless number of feelings".
It was all about the heart that skipped a beat and my endless feelings for you.
Well......
It was hard to look away from those glittery eyes of yours.
Forever.....
Those charming wide smiles are melting down my soul.
And....
Never could I ever move away from those beautifully spoken words and those stubborn little gestures.
So on this day I shall conclude that......
Somewhere in my dreams I saw a very loyal man....
Somewhere in my thoughts, I started loving a very lovable smile.....
Although your silence still puts me in those dungeons of darkness and despair.....
Although your silence still makes me walk through an endless path of self doubt.....
Forever and beyond.....
The mirrors within my heart, have shown me a path through the valley of hope,
The one that leads to a never ending tale called love......
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I lost myself,
At the muslin of your shirt.
Started to unbutton my feeling,
When ur heartbeat meets mine...
At the leisurely pace you came closer ,
My eyes shutter beneath your lips.
Such impermanence affection,
Make me to lose myself wholly,
Your perfume fragrance
And the commotion of the butterflies....
Stucking in my body.
As your lips touches mine,
I started to lose myself ...
And my soul seem a stranger,
Resting in my body.
You wanna came closer,
But I'm scared that with my body...
my venom pours deep inside your soul.
But it's all meant to be a lie,
When your everything is mine.
You push my all hardships far away....
On the place in your arms.
I forget my appearance,
Coz I developed a habit of....
Seeing myself in mirror of your eyes.
That's why I become speechless,
When people ask me about who I am.
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गंगा जो इतनी पवित्र है ,
मै नील सा बिखर गया।
तेरे उस जल रूपी जिस्म में समा कर,
मै श्याम रंग में रंग गया।
मेरी सांसे बांसुरी की ध्वनि बनती गई,
तेरी लहरों में आई चंकार नित्य का स्वरूप थी.....
प्रेम का रंग चड गया .... ओ गंगा,
तेरे नियाकार जिस्म की मै परछाई सा बन गया।
जीने का उत्साह है तभी तक,
जब तक तेरा साथ है।
वरना मर जाना है तुझमें छनकर,
इस ज़िंदगी में मेरा ना कोई हाथ है।
तुझसे ही उत्तपन्न थे,
तुझमें ही ख़ाक है।
तू ही है सच्चे प्यार की मूर्ति,
इसलिए ही तू शंभू शिव की जटा का श्रृंगार है।-
Your education is useless....
if it can't be used to upgrade
the livelihood for those
who even deprived of
bare necessities of life.-
The most important lesson .....
This universe teaches me is to accept the change coz this world is also doing the same from millions of year ago.-