Don't learn to love from social media.

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I want you to fulfill all your fantasies with me.
I know how you long for me,
How you loose your cool
And the temperature shoots up
I can hear your quickened heart beat from a mile away
How your fingers "accidentally" brush mine
How you turn away to hide the blush.
Trust me I know and believe me when I say
I need to be with you too.

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Earlier, I just saw two people wandering around.
Now! I see a couple trying to say the unsaid,
Living a lifetime together,
Trying to gather their thousand moments before they drift apart
Loving each other.

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You know the time when you start using backspace a lot, unsure of saying it out

I am at that point.

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I replace my thoughts with imagination to sleep peacefully when the darkness of the world wraps around me. It is as painful as clenching the eyes shut before surrendering to the devil. Just like fantasising of the pain to evaporate as you can't see it more. It is as good as talking myself into eternal peace and calm with a racing heart that wants to end the sprint.
The haunting thoughts wish me morning again.

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I feel an empty void within me
Engulfing my outsides.

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Cuddle my monsters
In the desperate nights of
Craving love.

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That I get to think
I get to feel how it used to feel
How the couch isn't that small after all
How the sink is not insufficient
How the cloth-lines can dry all the laundry
I get to think that it is adequate indeed.

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Which I have been lurking in
Since the day
You met me.

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Are kept safe in a box
Under my bed
Where the other demons reside.

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