I'm scared these days to write anything
Anything that I feel
Some strings of my heart have detached from myself
I can see myself shattering like my poetry has disappeared these days
I can see my soul wandering in search of paradise-like my words are in search of poetry
I don't realise
How long have I not been myself
Making a bed of death for myself

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Bring me back home
Its already winter
And I'm cold out here
As always without you
I have been hard enough on myself
And waited all along for these winters

Just take me with you
And let me burn every night in your fire
To melt this hard stoned heart

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जीते तो रात के सपनों मै है
दिन भर तो सिर्फ ज़िन्दगी गुजरती है

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The sad realisation is no one realises their own beauty
They always envy of others
And collapse running after those mere possesions

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My heart flutters with the thought of touching you
But
My soul relives when you make love

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Every night I pull and drag the entire day to company my bed and push them under my pillow
But sometimes they are harder to be pushed, they roll over and climb my heart and brain
Trying to wake me from a dreamless sleep
Trying to push me from where they come
Trying to make it harder to pass those nights alone in the darkness
They try until my eyes pour to the fullest
And until the heart decides to stay alive

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Sometimes you just walk endlessly
Not knowing the paths
Not knowing where you are heading
Not knowing if it's worth choosing those paths
Not knowing whether it will help you fall or fly
But you just want to walk
Unaware of anything
Unaware of reality
Unaware of self-harm

In the end, you stop when you have destroyed yourself completely.
And realisation hits you harder than ever.

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Life gives you choices, along that comes regrets. Sometimes you regret choosing and sometimes you regret not choosing. But remember the outcome is your present. Remember, whatever you chose and you are standing here because of the choices you made.
Making you choose or making you not choose maybe destiny plans, whatever it is you will always regret the choices you make and would urge to make better choices every time you are given an opportunity. Some choices may not make you happy instantly but you may smile in future for whatever you choose. Remember, everything happens for a reason and life always gives you the worst to make you best. Never lose hope and go on and on.

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I cannot promise you
togetherness
for hundred coming lives
Lemme first satisfy you
In this present life
Lemme show you
How to stay together
When you are miles apart
Lemme show you how to find love
In the darkest night
Lemme show you
How to smile
With weighing tons on your heart

And then
I'll let you
Make promises
Of togetherness
For next lives

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From the day I have known life
I have kept a count
On everything and nothing
I realised sunrises and sunsets
Aren't same everyday
Promises made aren't kept everytime
Those smiles you shower
Aren't the symbol of happiness always
The tears you flow aren't
Out of grief everytime

Reality is to accept what you have
And expect less when you don't have

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