Ratnesh Khandelwal   (Ratnesh)
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Joined 19 May 2017


Joined 19 May 2017
12 OCT 2022 AT 17:50

In The Present

Why does love need to stay forever,
can't it just be a happy memory?

Can't we do all the crazy things
and the cheap thrills together
even if we know this "time" will end?

Can't we forget about the future
and live in these moments,
and be happy in the present?

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17 APR 2022 AT 22:21

क्योंकि उजाले में
तुम्हारा असली रंग साफ दिखता है।

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17 APR 2022 AT 0:22

Ignored me in the park,
then almost kissed me
in the dark.
Your desires are so confusing
and so is my heart.

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11 APR 2022 AT 12:42

A Chaotic Void

I feel lonely in the hustle of my mind
I run from one scenario to another
avoiding responsibilities and efforts.
I move from thought to thought from
memories to memories and lead to you.

But I don't want to see you anymore.
I....I don't want to feel you anymore.

I run again far from you, avoiding you
to infinite possible future scenarios
and I end up meeting you there again,
in every one of them.

You've created a mess in my head.
You've sabotaged all the right things.
Now everything is distorted and scary.
My mind is full, and my reality is a void.

And while every thread of my brain is
screaming to burst out; I wish to die slowly.

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26 OCT 2021 AT 11:56

I don't wanna love you
'cause you walked away
and broke my broken heart.
You left me in my darkest night
when I needed you the most.

I don't wanna love you
'cause you hurt me every time
and made me feel it's my mistake.
I don't wanna love you
for you don't care if I live or die.

I don't wanna love you,
but I still do, I still do.

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4 OCT 2021 AT 1:42

Imaginary world
is calming, I know.
But false hopes will
only hurt you in long term.

Break the loop,
see the real world.
It's harsh, I know.
But it is the only future.

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3 SEP 2021 AT 22:28

I'm inside an ocean, choking.
The water tastes like you.

I can see the light above shining from a circle.
I wanna escape out for I can't breathe,
but I don't know how to swim.
I tried to move up. (but I'm heavy)

I am drowning deeper and deeper
and the circle is getting smaller.
My eyes are getting hurt.

I contract and rest my head on my knees.
After some 4 minutes
I can't keep my eyes open anymore,
I can't feel the pain.
I am just going down and down,
hoping for you to come and save me.

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2 SEP 2021 AT 0:04

I want to rest in your arms
and feel your warmth.
I wanna listen to you
saying that I'm alright
and everything will be fine.

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12 AUG 2021 AT 23:09

What is this feeling
of feeling everything,
yet nothing.

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19 JUL 2021 AT 14:45

There were days when we used to play games
and laugh at memes I share.
There were days when I was all flirty
and you were not annoyed by that.
There were days when we discuss poems
and share our secrets over the night
and then ponder what the future will hold.

But where is that future now?
All the things we used to do has come to an end,
one by one. We didn't even realise
one by one it all converged into fights.

We're both fucked up in our own lives
and lost the friendship that was meant to survive
all the apocalypse. Now it's all messy,
and there's nothing left for damage control.
Maybe it's the end; maybe we can survive.
Can we?

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