With each passing day, I learn.
I learn to survive
I learn to cope with situations
I learn how not to react
I learn how to disguise.

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I’M SORRY.

I constantly want to talk to you.
I’m sorry when you don’t answer phone calls and you take long to reply, I get sad. I’m sorry if i say things that piss you off. I’m sorry if i come off as annoying. I’m sorry if you don’t wanna talk to me as much as I want to talk to you. I’m sorry when i bother you by telling you about my pointless drama when you really don’t care. I’m sorry for constantly craving for your time and attention. I’m sorry if I come off as being clingy.
It was all because I thought you love me.
And now when I understood you,
I promise not to bother you by any means.

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A little part of me still stays.
Where I am is just another lie.
To stay or not to stay,
A constant battle in mind.
In mixture of both everyday issues
Rise and fall,
One day disaster will occur,
And both will fall apart.

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When I just so happened to not fall asleep.
I constantly looked outside the window,
With a song whispering in my ear.
Watching the raindrops, falling like diamonds.
Listening to the thunder, as the lightening streaks,
cascades through the darkness of the midnight sky.
Remembering the dreams lost,
And creating dreams to be.
3 am, a bit beyond, at this witching hour,
I lie awake, tossing and turning,
The bed is so uninviting, not allowing my soul to rest.
The incessant rhythm of rain drops, hitting my ears hard,
adding more to my sleepless eyes.
The darkness, slowing engulfing me,
While my mind was deciphering the past.
And anticipating tomorrow’s joys.
Not sure whether I am happy or sad,
More of a neutral state of mind.
Yet another sleepless night, indulging
In hallucinating my mind.
The the clock is ticking, the pendulum going
backwards, forwards and repeat.
Reminded of my shortcomings, to rekindle the flame.
Sleepless sleeping is a curse,and
lifeless living I feel is worse.
Oh you cruel, mean the sleepless night!
Where dwells your brother so known as the “Goodnight”?

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She was pregnant, She was hungry
She did a mistake, She believed in Humans,
Oops sorry the demons...
You murdered a mother, an her unborn child.
You ripped the tongue of a voiceless soul.
Oh you intelligent yet ruthless and greedy people,
You Failed again!!!
Corona... Earthquakes... Cyclone...
Oh Mother Nature,
you are rightfully making us pay...

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Some people are always unlucky in love

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Don’t just be a sailor,
Be the Captian of your own life!

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we take the plunge
and allow the things to happen in it’s own pace...
When we fear not to lose anything in life,
And when we just have faith in ourselves.

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Believe it!
Most of your friends secretly hates you...

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Do you know my story?
Do you know my scars?
Does my feelings, even matter to you?
Then why do you judge me and go that too far?
I smile, I laugh it off all day...
But the dark night listens to
all the deep breathes and the screams...
But, you won’t feel it.
After all, you are made of plastic
And I am made of clay.

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