I want to feel okay!
Not happy, not sad but okay. I want to feel at peace with everything and everyone. I want to lie down in my mother's lap and weep, I want to feel her hand over my head, I want her to tell me it's going to be alright I'll be okay, I'm okay. I want to not feel the way I feel, I want to feel lively, I want to live life. There's so much to what I want to feel okay is. I want him to be there with me, I want us to talk, I want to hold his hand and hug him while both of us tell each other we'll be okay. I want to be with him because everyone else feels not right, I want to feel just okay. Because I haven't felt so in years.
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