When I fell,
you weren't there.
When I looked for a hand to pick me up,
you weren't there.
When I was learning to walk. Again.
bruised. broken. shaken. hopeless.
you weren't there.
When I turned back
once. twice and many times..
not for a support or a force,
to push me further.
But just someone.
who'd call my name.
and tell me
that I can do it.
that all of the journey would be worth it.
One day.
Not many but just one person, to tell me this.
atleast when I needed it the most.
nobody. Even you weren't there.
all throughout the journey.
drowning a few times. rising back the other.
The time passed. I survived. Alone.
healing. fighting. learning. rebuilding. like an art.
Handful of time but a life long journey.
my eyes went through.
the whole world as if, spread apart
through the boundaries I wasn't even aware of existed, ever.
And. you weren't there.
Now that I've rearranged myself.
Again. to the one, now you won't even recognize
But you're here, knocking at my door..
To know how did I manage to stood up on my feet without you?
Or
To check whether am I really tough built or just a deck of cards that could fall off anytime?

- P. S. Aislinn