This is not the end. Just try to understand your worth. How precious and how worthy you are! If you will die, then, imagine what will be the condition of your mom who skipped multiple nights and multiple sleeps to take care of you when you were sick! Just imagine that what will be the condition of your dad who go out for work even when he's sick so that he can render his child all the possible luxuries that he can afford! Please avoid suicidal thoughts because when you are gone, your parents cannot afford resistance against the trauma into their souls on seeing their child's coffin. Rather that allowing suicidal thoughts that destroy you, help your mom someway or your dad or a needy and then realize how worthy you are. Then you would realize that happiness is your priotity. Your parents will feel lucky to have you and so will you feel to have your parents. Rather than being negative, just be neutral and kind and then see how everything changes. Just give it a try!
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