Holding on tight
Shards pierce my soul
Broken and stained red
For so long
Forgot to let go

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Green?

7 November, 3017
Mr. Virtual,
I am so excited, turned 10 today! But my granny gifted me an eccentric thing. It was rectangular with glass over it. It also had something superimposed on that rectangular thing with a panel of something dark and rough surrounding it. I have never seen anything like this in my life!

She told me that it was a photo frame with a photograph in it, something they used to have back when humans lived on the planet called Earth.

The photo was of my granny with her daughter, who also happens to be my mother in some place that she said was a field. She also told me about the other things in it, they were plants and trees and they were green in colour! But the only colour I have seen is grey and black and everything metallic. Even the panel on the gift was made of tree, it was called 'Bark of the tree'.

I think that the gift is quite cool, what do you think Mr. Virtual? How I wish I could see it, the green colour in those trees and plants sounded like something beautiful.

Anyways Mr. Virtual I guess it is time for both of us to go on standby mode before mother gets here.

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Somewhere a little girl would be watching those Disney movies where the prince saves the princess and then live happily ever after. And she would be dreaming for the exactly same larger than life love.

Somewhere a teen would be living in the illusion of her teenage romance, maybe putting in much more than she has. Dreaming of a happily ever after that might never happen.

Somewhere someone would be nursing her broken heart. Hating all the memories and the dreams that did not come true.

Somewhere a scarred heart would be afraid of love, a strong believer of once bittten, twice shy.

But deep down she still believes in happily ever afters. She would not say that out loud not because she's trying to protect herself. But because she is now one of those new Disney movie Princess, the one where she saves the World and finds happiness in herself.

Ps: this does not mean that she wants nothing to with love. She will love in a way that's fulfilling and nurturing and in a way she feels is right for herself!

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Self love

(Read the full piece in caption.)

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Dear me

(A message to my younger self)

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Dear God,
Do you not love your daughters enough?

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Her hands are hidden inside the gloves, once again tucked away from my view. They are hard, rough and scarred from hours beneath the weight of wood and the flames of fire. Yet they are soft and nourishing.

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From a doctor to be's diary.

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Dear Harry,

Happy birthday Harry!

Ron

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Dearest Sansa,
... Loosing you would be worst nightmare and so I told them. I told my family and they are happy that I found someone to love so deeply and now they are eager to meet you - the woman of my dreams instead of prospective grooms!...

Yours lovingly,
Arya.

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