• Muted Disclosure •
In winter rains,
you seek eyes congruent with yours
that are bloated reservoirs of loss and longing,
that, when superimposed on you,
conincide with identical fears,
that also taste like saffron paradise,
like mellow sunlight, like gifted overalls,
like remembrance of a routine holiday in the snow,
like a sigh after a hundred years
of crooning of the same address,
like your name dipped in so much restraint
that you are meant to not hear
when called out.
Humans are too afraid to profess,
to see that writing an anthology on disguised worship
is like standing on quicksand,
waiting to have all traces of themselves wiped,
and still chasing the scent of lanes that lead to it,
still resurrecting with new skin a thousand times,
ready to be bruised again, silently,
still awaiting, tight lipped, for the rains
to arrive and carry fresh verses to a familiar doorstep.
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