Arius Annae Ā  (Arius els)
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Joined 3 May 2017
30 AUG 2023 AT 22:03

everytime you come back,
my heart says I'm going to lose you again,
she also says "let him come... let him in..."
and I let you in,
and everytime I let you in,
i lose you again,
everytime you go,
i lose you again,
and with you, a piece of my heart follows,
my heart is breaking,
she breaks everytime you let me in and let me go,
she breaks and breaks,
how do I keep keeping you and letting you go?
how do i get the strength for this?
I'm weak... I'm weak.

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23 JUL 2023 AT 16:35

I had seen you falling in love
with me, twinkling eyes,
giggling smiles.
And then I saw you falling
for her, twinkling eyes,
giggling smiles.
And my heart breaks, breaks,
breaks, breaks a little more.

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27 FEB 2023 AT 23:47

Let me tell you a story about me,
where I'm the side character,
and the main character is he;
where all he has to do is smile,
and I will drown in his eyes;
the story was pretty at first,
even looked promising as it goes by,
but when it took a turn, I cry,
and tears became my only company
the story keeps repeating in my head,
I keep trying to change the plot,
then reality hits, and I'm all alone again,
where is he? my main character in this story?

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17 OCT 2021 AT 10:26

We can't change their heart
just by giving them ours.

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28 SEP 2021 AT 0:35

I turn 21 tomorrow and I want to cry
I'm sitting on the bathroom floor
thinking if I want to die
My friends are knocking on my door, One is pretty freaked out
One of them gets it all, and tells them to chill,
It's very normal, she says as I sobbed my eyeballs out,
I want them to all go away, I swear I'm alright,
this is just a temporary thing, I'll be fine by tonight.
Let me just be alone, with my feelings
and my thoughts, I'll pull myself up, I promise,
I've just wondered how it would feel to be 21
Now that it's right next to me,
My heart is overwhelmed, I'm excited too,
but still I'm terrified. I texted them please go away,
I'm fine don't worry, I say
I got out after a while, somehow more grateful for this life.
I've got friends who care, and people who I love.
I turn 21 tomorrow, will be cooler than 20, I'm sure.

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26 AUG 2021 AT 17:52

where do I put down
all of the left over information
you left me?
how do I learn to forget?

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11 JUL 2021 AT 10:53

Hopelessly in love
with a memory.

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14 JUN 2021 AT 15:43

not having you around makes my life easier,
but definitely not better.

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10 FEB 2021 AT 13:16

You say that this is the stupidest thing
you've ever done in your life.
But look how happy you are.

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3 FEB 2021 AT 7:44

I know that we're failing,
but why can't I stop falling?
It's all in my head, an imagination
of a wonderful life, an idiotic one,
A fantasy, you may call it,
I can't help it, I've never done this before,
and I'm caught off guard,
I'm no stranger to situations
where people pretend to not know me,
I don't take it personally, but you...
I was taken aback, I can't lie,
you turn my insides out, twisted.

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