New Year, New me.

Kehne ko toh ye
Char din ki chandni
Fir andheri rat hai.
Per tum mano ya na mano,
In umeedo me
Kuch toh khas bat hai.

Naya Saal apne sath
Naya mauke lekr aata hai,
Naya din Har roz
Nayi umeede lekr aata hai.

Toh kya hua agar iss Saal bhi
To-do-list me bate wahi purani hai.
New year , New me ke kisso me
Tumne bhi likhni nayi kahani hai.

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As they see me laugh and smile
They question the existence of my broken heart.
Look at her moving on,
Clearly she never loved from her heart.

My story is not for them to get,
The feelings I had can never be defined.
People don't see the darkness under the lamp,
They only see how bright it shines.

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That I couldn't ask for.
You were that dream,
That I couldn't sleep on.
You were that peace,
That I couldn't hold on.
You were you
All that I couldn't do .

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It's again that time of the year,
Unknown to the world I'm surrounded by my fears.
As everyone celebrates the festive with cheers,
In the long nights I battle with my tears.

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अब जो है सो है,
सब के बीच रह कर भी,
तन्हाई है सो है|
अब जो है सो है,
ना चाहते हुए भी,
प्यार है तो है|

हां ये तो होना ही था,
दिल लगाया था तो टूटना ही था|
तुझसे दूर होना ही था,
आखो को तो अब रोना ही था|

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अपने साये के साथ वक्त बिता लेते है,
खुद ही खुद से बतिया लेते है,
जो तुम थे जीवन में हम बेमतलब मुस्कूरा लेते थे.
जो तुम नहीं तो बेमतलब आसु बहा लेते हैं।

पहले भी थे, अकेले हम आज भी हैं,
छोटी बड़ी बातो पर मुस्कुराते हम आज भी हैं।
पर जो एक सुकून था जब तुम साथ थे,
उसे ढूंढते हुए बैचेन फिरते हम आज भी हैं।

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Self love .

You knows what's one of the best thing about self love?
Once you learn to love yourself ,
You will only give importance to those and will find them attractive who are good for you.
Once you start loving yourself,
You will not entertain or be bothered by those who disturb peace in your life.

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Being able to love someone despite all the odds.

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I'll try to love again,
Even when love is a reminder of you.
Moving on is so full of pain
And Old memories are too fresh to make new.
Still,
I'll try to love again,
I'll find someone
who matches my weirdness and keeps me sane.
I'll try to love again,
Keeping you in a special corner
I'll share my heart again.

Moving on is full of pain
And Old memories are too fresh to make new
So I'll cherish the moments spent
Loving you , leaving you ,and
Will never regret giving a peace of me to you .

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These numbered days we had
I wonder if it's a blessing or a curse.
These memories we created
I wonder how long will they haunt me for.
These days all I think about is us
I wonder if we were being stupid or selfish
These thoughts live in my head day and night
I wonder if what we did is right or wrong.

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