Who should I believe?
When I believed that everything around me
Is just an illusion that world is a better place
Who should I confide in?
When I feel unsafe about myself and the world
Yet making me scared of the one I tell everything to
Who should I look up to?
When everyone around me just put out their judgement
Even when I do not necessarily make any mistake
Who should I trust?
When everyone I believed has either made me feel just worse or totally abnormal
Making me feel that I was some sort of a psychotic person
Who should I depend on?
When everything I have been dependent has just given me
Negative results that no one ever wished for
Who should I fall for?
When the one I liked
Has done something I could never ever imagine
Where should I live?
When the place I live is just too tyrannical with the rules they impose on us
I had a dream
Sometimes I wish I was Elsa,
Sometimes Moana, Sometimes Mulan
Sometimes Merida, sometimes Pocahontas
But then enough of having a crown and being a princess
Wanna leave the world for a better world.
And wake me up when one is formed
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