I'm over here trying to write

Thinking....

But all I've ever had to do is look at the footprints left on my soul
By the man who has my heart

And start there

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It was another lifetime ago when you had my love
We never stood a chance

We were two people fumbling around in the dark
Making a mess of everything

Even after all this time
I close my eyes and live in those moments of chaos

We knew it wasn't going to work
And from that we couldn't hide
But I'm so glad we tried

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The sound of your voice
Has always been my
Map home





Never change

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Hypnotist: Listen to the sound of my voice, on three you will tell me about the man who stole and broke your heart.
One. Two. Three....
Pain filling her face, she closed her eyes and murmured....
I'm here waiting
Here so lonely
Such a dreamer
Hopeless
Carried away
Thoughts of you
A little bit romantic
Waiting
For feelings to find their way back to me
One. Two. Three.
When you wake up you will not remember, do you agree?
Sighing with relief she whispered yes

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She walks the inbetween

Hoping you'll meet her there

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Broken promises glistened on her face
And brokenhearted, doesn't even begin to describe it

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Someday, we will find our way back to that moment when it all made sense

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Goddamn, if your words were hands I'd feel them on the outside just as I do inside
All over

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We get so wrapped up in what we think love is supposed to look like, that we often miss out

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I've always thought of myself as a warrior slaying the bogeyman
For along time I fought tirelessly
Until I was depleted
I didn't know how to purge all the toxicity I had absorbed during my crusade
I fell apart and pushed everyone away
As I put my soul into comatoseness
I vanished, evading anything real
Only allowing myself glimpses of the world online
Somehow, your words found me
Kissing my awareness
Arousing my sleeping soul
Waking my humanity
Not sure if I'm ready but at this rate there's no stopping it

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