Stronger without it! ( A defence).
I want it but do not need it anymore you see , I am faking everything recently.
I mean I do that haha but deep down I'll say whatever and leave .
I might have genuine concern for you but will say whatever and stay quite.
You know I'll watch you like for hours wanting to hug you so bad but will still not admit it .
I'll want to rest a bit with you but now I just pretend that I'm in hurry always .
How badly I wante to talk nonstop but now I just prefer to stay quite a lot.
How much I want to speak but rather I would just say nothing and avoid it.
I've changed after such a long time .
You see , you still would never understand it .
And I think I'm stronger like this.— % &
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