Mathumitha R Β  (MathuMitha.R)
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Joined 26 April 2017
4 SEP 2021 AT 21:24

As you embrace me slowly,
Wrapped in my insecurities & worries,
Caress my scars with warmth,
Cuddle along with my fears,
Hug them soft and tender,
As we loose ourselves to the moment.

- Mathumitha.R

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24 AUG 2021 AT 23:29

Maybe I seem to be too available,
Maybe I seem to be too carefree,
Maybe I seem to be too heartless,
Maybe I seem to be too selfish,
Maybe I seem to be too lost,
Maybe I seem to be too broken,
Maybe I seem,
Maybe, I may be,
Maybe, Be.

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24 AUG 2021 AT 23:12

Maybe at times,
We have so much to say,
Yet we choose,
Saying less!

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24 AUG 2021 AT 22:57

May be I seem like,
A piece of Charcoal to you,
Care to spend some time,
Put in some effort,
Till you see for yourself,
The Diamond that shines from within.

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4 APR 2020 AT 1:15

Well slept with a decision in my head that I will wake up and execute the day with a plan!
But snoozed to wake up just a few minutes before only to rush into my room to connect.Had 2 classes today! Guess I kinda am starting to like this way of classes. Tho' I get distracted a lot yet this new thing thrills me. Had a not so fulfilling lunch! Had the appetite but not the interest. Finished watching the GOOD PLACE; planning to write a review soon! Rewatched a few episodes of FRIENDS. Today is Tanu's bday; wished her, could have called, dint feel like.Wrote 2 poems today! Had deep conversations with VJ,Anup & lalith who responded to what I wrote. It meant a lot to open up & talk. Its like experiencing the emotion naked, or just dumping it out. It gives me more liberating feel to let people (concerned friends)know the vulnerable side of me! I guess I am working on expressing it and still being strong about it. Cleaned my room partly bcoz I hate when people point out to me being dirty. Locked the door and DANCED for a some time.Walked today to around 2612 steps!Had a refreshing bath (after 2 days🀭)Post dinner rewatched WAKE UP SID.
Its time to make a bucket list I guess.
-Mathumitha.R

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4 APR 2020 AT 0:51

Was just in the room randomly listening to songs;as the time went by.Mum sent me photos of childhood and Oh! How beautiful they were.Tears streamed, and I cried uncontrollably. I sulked at my fate of not being able to do anything!
I hate this! I wish mom was here!
I wish I could say please come back. I actually typed it too; But then realized that I need to value people's decision.I just cannot force my wish upon them!How I wish I had the power to set things right! Last evening I turned dowm lights and cried my heart out. I missed MA. I so do miss the times spent at HER feet! Then had to make dosas. I came out of the kitchen all sweaty. But while I made my 3 dosas and stacked them I realized how Ma never complained of eating the dosa cold! I just silently ate my dinner contemplating on this revelation. Listened to bhajans after a long time! May be I guess I missed the feeling of God, oh yeah! accidently it ia Ram Navami and guess what todays poem was to GOD! Ended up sleeping watching good place, and how it is a huge thing to get to the good place. I guess MOTHERS in the world no matter what atleast deserve a guest room at the goodplace atleast.
-Mathumitha.R

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3 APR 2020 AT 17:23

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3 APR 2020 AT 17:16

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2 APR 2020 AT 15:44

Me On Call:

I miss hugging you! I love you man!

Inner Self Screaming:

Same here!
I love you!
I miss you hugging me.
I really miss the,
"Our Moments"
Its been long now.
Don't you think of me?




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2 APR 2020 AT 1:03

Well its just 3 months
Into 2020.

But it already feels like a year!

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