Maya,
I'm trying to find a safe place. My insecurities have taken toll. Not a single moment passes by without me fearing, contemplating about things that may go wrong. I sit still for good 20 minutes after my dinner, thinking absolutely nothing. My mind goes numb, time and again. I take a walk after the world turns blind, to give it a try, to see if I'm capable of love again. It took me 8 days to write this letter, wondering if it's right to write to you, to bother you with my insecurities. I know you're doing fine. I wish you're.
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