you see, i could have been the tears in a mother's eyes./ but i wanted to be forgotten./ to be a fever dream, that only visits once a month./ to reminisce what was never gone. /
these last few evenings, / i have been thinking of places to hide / when grief calls me by my lost name./ i only ever wanted to be anything but nameless./
i think maybe,
there is a way to forget./ what is remembrance, if not a dead flower
anyway?
lately your words run through me
like a turquoise river through a vacant city; / reckless and unheard.
it is like this: / every now and then,
i run into the night again / as if running into broken teeth back in my mouth. /
a dead end. and blood filled words.
you see, i chose to be forgotten / as if remembrance is anything but a curse./
as if holding on is anything but a hollow ocean.
/Remembrance/
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