Rummaging through my bookshelf, he suddenly pulled off a book and asked me, "You've read so many books, let me see if you remember all those. Now tell me what you read in this book?!"
"What?!", I was quite astounded. "You want to check if remember what's in that book?.. hmm.. well I don't know how to say.."
A haughty stupid grin grew on his lips. "Lol, you forget once you close the book?", he mocked with a laugh.
I felt that funny. I was able to get that he's never been into 'reading' and most of all I didn't know how to make him understand what I wanted to say.
"See, whatever has been read may or may not be in my mind, 'as words'. Yes it's true that I forget once I finish a book, but then, the book becomes a 'part of me'. A person before a book and after a book are never the same. The book redesigns him, subconsciously. Sometimes the reader realizes, but most times he doesn't. Because the book adds up to that 'person' itself. How can you know 'you' from 'you'?!
The actual bliss or benefit or whatever you may call it, is not in remembering the words but in 'reading' them!", I said calmly.
He nodded. I was sure he never understood.
But he never asked me anything ever.
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