I overthink, always. And I don't hate myself for this. In fact, I am proud of myself that in the world full of no emotions, I still have the heart that feels and bleeds. I overthink because things matter to me, people matter, relationships matter, smile matters. And when things affect your soul, how can you not overthink? I think we are running away from emotions. You don't care, and you call it cool. But why would I waste my emotions, time, and efforts on you when you are too cool to care? I want someone who will value my efforts, emotions and time.I am valuable. My time is valuable. My emotions are valuable. And if you take me for granted, then I don't think you deserve me. Because for me, every conversation is a story that brought us closer. And stories stay with you, the good ones stay. So call me mad, but I will always overthink. I will always overlove. I will always overcare. I will always be stupid.
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I have kindness in my heart, just rude in my tongue
my soul is hundred years old, but on paper I m young
I look at things a different way, I just feel too much
at times I feel free like a bird, at times stuck in a clutch
I don’t get jealous of people, I want them win to shine
I know my worth my dreams, I know that I will be just fine
but toxic people hit my nerve, I hate these selfish fake liars
they say the sweet things, and push you into thousand fires
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Save a part of your soul for yourself.
Only you should know that part, nobody else.
keep a home within you to go back to
when you are tired of people and the mess.-
Chulbuli si rehti thi wo titali banke
na Jane fir kiski usko nazar lag gayi
Beparwah si rehti thi wo apni baton me
na Jane fir kaise use duniya ki fikar lag gayi-
She was losing it daily, the smile the glow
she was tired going, just with the flow
It pains her heart, when at the mirror she stare
there is no one to hold her, there is no one who cares
So she holds her own hand now,she is her own support
sometimes she wins a smile, sometimes she falls short-
Sometime blah blah blah, sometime not even a word
hundred moods in a minute, sometime panda sometime bird. She doesn’t need your approval, not a crown on her head. She has held a sword in her hand, she has fought, she has bled, too many dreams in her eyes, sometimes the kajal rained out, but she still stood up and smiled, she never had a doubt.-
Do you know why you lose your happiness? You lose it because you put your happiness in others. You make your life about others. Their little things, their voice tone, these things can make or break your day. Everything about them affects you. You think it’s you being pure and sweet. And you are that. But you are an idiot to be so soft in this harsh world. You assume that they also think the same about you, and they also feel the same emotions, but you are so wrong. And when truth slaps you in those painful moments, it breaks your heart. But you still don’t give up. You try to run away from this reality. You play along. You fool yourself. You pray for a change. But nothing changes. It just becomes more and more clear. And then after enough tears and screams, you accept that you have been fooled again, that you have been played again, yet again. That’s why sadness keeps visiting you.
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Gumshuda si rehti hai wo
apni duniya apne khayalon me
Kuch befikra si rehti hai wo
Kuch uljhi si apne sawaalo me-
Pastas never break hearts.
Pizzas don’t judge.
Noodles don’t complain.
Donuts listen.
That’s why I am single.-
“Worst feeling?”
When you have no one to tell
what is going in your head and
how it’s slowly killing you.-