jubin deka   (Kashyap)
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Guwahatian
An employee under your poetry.
Joined 21 January 2018


19
Guwahatian
An employee under your poetry.
Joined 21 January 2018
29 APR 2020 AT 20:20

I'm a dying tree in an autumn afternoon,
Shedding off words instead of leaves.

Only there's no death in it,
And I shall live to see another autumn, after another afternoon.

And when the monsoon rain won't be able to ease my pain,
The little birds resting in me will fly away to seek another nest in vain.

For my spring will never arrive,
And there will be no new blossoming words growing out of my branches to keep me alive.

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17 NOV 2019 AT 22:24

Hello there
Do you remember our little nightmare,
Good old times when we used to care
For each other, with each other.

Running my fingers through your hair
Mutually agreeing that we were never fair,
For each other, with each other.

Now I feel like I miss that sweet air,
Was it our fault what we could never share
But perhaps it was always meant to be a nightmare,
For each other, with each other.









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27 MAY 2019 AT 21:43

Did you lose yourself somewhere between the Orange sunset and the late blue sky,
Or was it in the winter years when your heart got cold and you forgot to cry?

Did the sky smell fresh of your past that reminded of your regrets you planned for to die,
Or was it in the painting of your existence that was water coloured but yet remained to dry?

But you claimed you lost your North Star to guide you back home,and decided to bid goodbye
Perhaps,you should have stayed back in your memory bridge, bringing back and forth to your summer days of July









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22 APR 2019 AT 23:49

I need a bed to borrow
Can you pass me the pillow?
I need some rest to swallow,
For I've got a long way to go.

And I need this mind to know,
That I'll grow old and die slow.
And that all those things it'll show,
Might not all be fire and flow.

Now would you pass me my pillow?
Seems like the sun's getting low.
But it feels comfortable to know,
That I'll not last forevermore to owe.







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20 MAR 2019 AT 15:20

Is the shadow mine,
Or have I become the shadow of the man I used to be?





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18 JAN 2019 AT 21:42

Curses and raindrops rained,
Gods laughed.
Angels and humans cried,
Only you smiled.

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14 DEC 2018 AT 21:02

My left hand smelled of tobacco,
The doctor said I need this to let go.
Lie the doc,it's a good habit to lie,
My demons advised,it's better off to die.

So I started more to smoke,
With an excuse to tell,that I was always left broke.
Lied all if 'em,cause I needed something to hold,
And I loved holding this burning white paper fold.

I thought it was easy,to keep it always steady,
Just like the heroes,heroes showing off in the movie.
Now this body shackles and shatters in the cold,
Lend me your hand,cause I'm addicted to something to hold.

No don't,cause it's too late,
Now I can't seem to hold upon my fate.
For a time being,these white magic folds became a boon,
I guess I burned up my matches of life too soon.







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6 SEP 2018 AT 23:02

Help me split my white life into colourful colours of rainbow rain

Make me remember again,what it's like to be in a lover's pain.

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23 AUG 2018 AT 23:49

I've changed through the poems I wrote on.

But the dark nights remained constant,with your love songs in my mind being played on.

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20 AUG 2018 AT 23:45

And I had stopped writing poems for a while,
For every time I did,it made me remember of your smile.
I had started drinking on my lies,
For everythime I did,it helped me forget your soft eyes.

I had stopped and yet I've started,
I had remembered and yet I've forgotten.
Seems like the stars of emotions has again risen,
Only to make me remember,what it's like to be left heartbroken.


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